queen of the damned
07/19/07Let us allow her majesty a momentary relapse. Won't we?
What I’m trying to say, is, I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible.
And how it can actually ache in places that you didn’t know you had inside you.
And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends.
You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy?
And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door.
Just finished watching "The Holiday" and Kate was brilliant as per usual. This scene summed up how I was feeling for the last couple of months. Of course, I'm way past that already. ^.^ Although I'm still hung over from upping clips on YouTube.


